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Waiting for Something
If I'm being honest, I zoned out an hour ago
Could you repeat everything you've said?
If it's your view on politics I don't want to know
Why don't we talk about something real instead?
This place is full of faces I vaguely know
A thousand loud people I don't want to meet
So I’ll walk home beneath the lamppost glow
And talk it over quietly with the street
All the hands that I've been shaking
And the friends that I've been making will drift away
And though I wish that we were closer
Our time together’s almost over so set me free
Feels like I'm waiting for something
Just out of reach or out of mind
Am I trying to find you?
Is it you I'm trying to find?
The evening air smells sweetly of cigarettes
Just enough to flavor up the dusk
I'm in the mood to do something I will regret
So let's go before the neighbors fuss
I've had enough noise for one day
So I shut off the stereo and roll the windows down
And I listen to the music of the evening
And the cicadas' dissonant lullaby
Last night's in bits and pieces on the rug
All of its events seem out of time
Sleep deprivation is one helluva drug
Feel like I'm 2 or 3 days behind
All the hands that I've been shaking
And the friends that I've been making are here to stay
I’m not convinced the world’s not ending
But til it seems impending I’ll sit tight
Alright!
Everybody's waiting for something
A whole world on the edge of their seats
Are we trying to find you?
And if so then why are you so out of reach?

Would You Mind

New Year
Do you think of me the way I think of you?
And would you mind too much if I was to call you soon?
Cause I can't take not knowing where I stand
And I'll break down unless you tell me I'm your man
Footsteps making their way down the hall towards my room
Quietly, to not disturb me from my state of gloom
I know they'll ask what I'm doing with myself and not how
I know they've got good intentions but an intervention's the last thing I need right now
I'm stuck in a never-ending rainy afternoon
And cursed with a brain that only thinks of you
And I wish there were a cure for my teenaged blues
But I'm stuck in a never-ending rainy afternoon
It’s a long way back on this road I’ve started on
I’d love to stay and talk but I gotta get home
Don’t gimme ellipses, lips would be fine
If I can’t see you I’ll lose my mind
There's a sketch of hers taped to the wall of my room
You know I told her that I loved her back in early June
She did not agree, her quiet honesty was like a shout
It made it that much better when the moment of her reply came about
I took a right turn out of Manning now I’m in retreat
I wish you were beside me in my shotgun seat
To be my copilot in life and love
Took a wrong turn out of Manning now I’m headed home
I wish your rays would cut my afternoon
But you’re getting low, you’ll be setting soon
To be usurped by a springtime moon
Who’ll reflect your light into my bedroom
And there’s this quiet magic that followed you into my life
It’s speeding me up so I’ll get home tonight
Maybe I could meet you outside the city lines
If I can’t see you I’ll lose my mind
So if I was to call you would you mind?
New year doesn't feel so new
And I don't exactly feel very resolute
In the coming twelve months, I don’t know how things will change
Thinking back to last year already feels so strange
And that was yesterday
Well I don't know what my plans are or where I want to go
Hey, Mr. Future you can take it slow
Passed by a funeral on my way home
The whole procession just moved so slow
They sang, “Sons will bury their fathers and be mourned by their daughters
This is how it’s always been, and it will continue to be
Tomorrow’s never free or guaranteed”
In an aquarium and it's like another world
The fish swim round in circles as the subaquatic sunlight swirls
But as I stare into this manmade sea I get the most peculiar feeling of dread
Feels like I'm watching a black and white movie knowing all of the actors are dead
Is this all in my head?
Standing out behind the graveyard, talking bout how life is so hard looking up into a cloudy night sky
And I wish stop talking bout how the choices I am making now will stay with me til I die
I still don't know what my plans are or where I want to go
And I'm so scared of the things that I don't know
The world is moving so fast I can't keep up with the flow
Hey, Mr. Future you can take it slow

Rough Air

Well I'm bad with names, but good with faces
When I see yours, it's like all of space is
Enclosed inside those entrancing eyes
Yeah the whole night sky's staring back at me baby
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And I’ve been doing my best keeping my cards on my chest
Cause I don't want anybody to guess that
I would do anything to be near to you
Won't you hear me through, I’ve been dying without your love
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Maybe I'm sad too much, but baby you’ve had too much to drink
And why is it such a crime when I just need time alone to think?
So maybe we could call it even, but I don't want to call it an evening
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I’ve been wondering when you’re gonna see the light
I’d been hoping we could take it slow tonight
I’ve been dreading getting on the home flight
Cause there’s rough air up there tonight
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Do you remember the cathedral that we snuck into in New York City?
The angels were singing, there was everything and nothing in the
Same room, and I wanted to reach out for your hand but I could not
Gather the nerve to, so we walked out into the street and you were
Shining, cause the moonlight was attracted to you like I was, baby like
I am, but I'm too scared to tell you that I love you even though
I do really love you, pretty lady baby please don't leave me
Hanging, cause every time you speak this whole damn city seems to stop
Square of Sunset
Square of sunset on your face
Trying to recapture the magic now
I'm in an unfamiliar place
I can't figure out how
To get back home
I dunno how I will get back home
My only bridge has just fallen into the river
They'll recover the rubble someday
There's yet life in this desert land
I feel it in the air, its presence is strong
Destined for the search I am
Destined for a long
Walk home
Destined for a long walk back home
The great temple palace is crushing my soul
Along with everyone I know
And if you could see me now I wonder if you’d be proud of the things I do
I wonder if you’d walk on by without saying hello
Don't leave me here, cause I don't think I can make it on my own
The wild wolves are howling and circling around
Two years later to the day
Playing at the tavern again
We’re talking about you, when through the clouds
Shines a square of sunset bright and loud

My Friends

I miss my friends they hover round me now
And if this is the end let it be with resounding sound
And if I wanna run I wonder would you run with me
And if I wanna sing could you stay with me through everything
I just wanna run with you
I miss my hometown and the smell of its streets
When the rain would come down and leave puddles of memory
But I can’t go back I don’t think those streets would know me now
To all passersby I’d just be a ghost of some better known guy
I don’t care as long as I am known to you
So when I turn to run I hope you don’t think less of me
I couldn’t bear to stay and going seemed like it was just calling out to me
So let me go set me free I gotta find who I’m supposed to be
Maybe I’ll grow up so til things slow down
You know I’ll always sing for you
So It Begins
Lying in my bed, wishing you were here
These visions in my head soon will disappear when I see your face
I've been waiting, but I never thought that I'd feel love like this again
So it begins
Winter's been dark and long, she took me in
I didn't know that you were waiting just a mile around the bend
Now I'm left in the cold, and I feel like there was something that I missed
How will I get home from this
You said the night felt like water on your skin
You said "Is this the end?" I said "No babe let's just sit back and watch as it begins"
I'd been hoping that I'd find love in this desert place
And then I saw your face
And it felt like the sun shining down on me
So would you have me and take better care of me than she once did
Would you watch out for my selfish tendencies
I wanna be more than friends
So it begins

Take My Time

Headed home away from this place
You can take my time but you can't have my faith
Windows down and I can feel the breeze
Gliding down from above the evergreens
You keep telling me that the way I feel is wrong
But I'm ok with my life and with the way things have gone
All my fears and doubts are knocking at my door
But I tell them I'm busy, we don't talk much anymore
This city's alive
I'm biking down backstreets, taking my time
The roads wind on like an endless maze
And I get lost in a pleasant daze
These are pleasant days
Tonight I'll listen to Francis or maybe James
Take my time heading back home
Life right now is sweeter than anything I've known
Walking round the place where we grew up
The world outside is hidden by the fence we hopped
Hands barely touching, remembering the times
Sunset's flickering in between the pines
But all the trees have grown too high
And my sun-starved grass has slowly begun to die
Get back to my basics get back to my core
Say goodbye to my demons, we don't talk much anymore
You're in fortune's bed, I'm sleeping on the couch
I'm ok with my life and with the way things turned out
I'm trying to forget what I think it is
Trying to remember what I knew it was
You were so close and now you're gone
Everyone makes plans without asking me along
The walls around me seem to be getting close
While the cavity in my chest slowly grows
There are ghosts of my former self hiding in my heart
When I try to hold on to em they fly off into the dark
The ghosts made it halfway down I-26 before they burned out
And I'm ok with my life and with the way things turned out